I realized recently about how much bullshit I put up when interacting with others.
I'm so dramatic, it's almost laughable. I would speak, talk, look a particular way to control how others perceived me. It was like everything I did was an act so that somebody could understand me.
The funny thing, or things is this:
For one, I didn't know who "me" even was, I've been pretending too long I'd forgotten.
And secondly, they could totally interpret what I was doing completely differently that what I intended.
Finally, why should I give a shit?
These past few years I've been acting instead of a being person. I wasn't even being an absurd character, it's just the fact that who I was acting as somebody who wasn't really me.
I'm an idiot.
I'm so dramatic, it's almost laughable. I would speak, talk, look a particular way to control how others perceived me. It was like everything I did was an act so that somebody could understand me.
The funny thing, or things is this:
For one, I didn't know who "me" even was, I've been pretending too long I'd forgotten.
And secondly, they could totally interpret what I was doing completely differently that what I intended.
Finally, why should I give a shit?
These past few years I've been acting instead of a being person. I wasn't even being an absurd character, it's just the fact that who I was acting as somebody who wasn't really me.
I'm an idiot.
